I was in California in a house with a lot of people I didn’t know. I was coming on my last day of staying there and I had a flight at 8:00 pm back home. A couple of the girls in the house wanted to be able to talk to me when I went home, but they wanted to put me in this app for communication that I’d never heard of before. They told me to check my email and when I did, I saw a message that was really silly and didn’t make any sense. The two girls were laughing and I didn’t know if I had actually just gotten a contact for them or if they were just pranking me. After that happened I began to walk around the house to find my father and make sure he could take me to my flight. At the same time I got a message from Ainsley that was just a few words per line with two pairs of lines above and below each other before a paragraph indentation. I couldn’t bring myself to read the full message until I knew I would be safe and ready to go on this trip, but some of the message I did see said that she was choosing not to talk to me anymore because of sexual objectification and inconsiderate behavior. I saw the main idea and was too afraid to look at it anyway. At this point I was getting really sad, but I was holding it in. This older Mexican lady who had her kids running out in the backyard asked me if I wanted to “tweak” and I assumed that meant smoking weed, but I told her, “I wish I could, but I have a flight back home here in a little bit I have to be at.” Then I realized it was almost 8:00 pm and I needed to find my father. I looked around the house until I found him alone in a room covered up in blankets laying on a bed. I asked him if he was still going to take me and he didn’t answer. I didn’t know what to do since I had to be back before church the next morning.
This dream may imply that you are feeling disconnected from the people around you and overwhelmed with new changes in your life. The uncertainty of new social interactions and new technologies may be causing anxiety or confusion. The interaction with the girls and the email they sent you could suggest that you feel unsure about the intentions of those around you. Your desire to connect with your father indicates that you may be seeking guidance or support from a familiar source. The message from Ainsley may indicate a fear of rejection or social consequences related to your behavior towards others. The interaction with the Mexican lady could symbolize a temptation to escape from reality or seek relief from stress, but you ultimately prioritize your responsibilities and obligations. The dream may suggest that, while you may feel anxious or uncertain about your current circumstances, you are still focused on your goals and seeking support from those close to you.